12/14/2007 noone but me from URL @ 1:49 AM Wont hear a word they say, -I want to update about CLT course but not today, its late! -Tmr i start work & im pretty excited. Buona Vista is not all that far after all & the working company's gna be lovely! :) -Plus, there's the part cs chalet tmr! i've missed those kids! -My room's in the process of renovation & i currently do not have a cupboard so there's clothes everywhere mann. Im gna paint my room an orangey colour & spray paint the outline of black stars across the walls! -I think im moving on from my polka dot fetish to stars; uh, i like pretty pretty things. -Somedays my brother is a pain in the assH & others the biggest angel ever, i wonder why. -Nurin is a lucky kid! -I wonder where my luck's gone, hellllooo come backkkkk! -& i managed to make it to VJ for the first three weeks :) But the posting makes the goodbye all too real. Now its really no more Cedar is it, we all belong elsewhere. -Do you believe in the bad luck that a black cat's supposed to bring aft crossing you? I slipped immediately after, hmmm. -I realise that i miss talking to so many people. Manymanymany mann! -& im capable of missing someone who's right in front of me. So near yet so far. -Im free from something, attached to something else. -I've got some lines erased, and other lines drawn, re-drawn. -I like things simple, no strings attached; so it gets difficult when im drawn to people who are like freakin puppets. -Nights by the river alone are getting habitual. -Dont people realise that although fights overcome strengthen the bond, fights with words left unsaid, weakens the bond? -I think words cut deeper than knife; which is why i don't slash. Also cos blood is precious la, stupid fools. -I dont get adults. -Would you apologise if you knew something wasn't your fault, but you know that it'd make things better? Human pride is the biggest sin i say. -Counting- 3 days. since i talked to my dad. -The people you can trust are perhaps the most precious. -Im craving donuts! :D Okay & Haha, this was a random post! They dont know us anyway.
Face down in the dirt, she says this doesn't hurt.